maybe i would post something happy.

(takes a deep breath) Alright, here goes nothing.

This week was our college week, cfad week. Another way of saying that we should take a break once in a while. On the first day, I had karaoke night with my college friends. I was just getting better from a flu that time so I was not in the mood to enjoy the day. I did sing my heart out with my friends but is it normal to not feel as close as them as before ? I had a feeling that as a group, we will not last very long. I slept over at Roa's house after and got the first floor room all to myself. 

I did not mean to cause any hassle but I accidentally got locked inside the bathroom and had her dad open the door for me. It was almost midnight and I felt so embarrassed. I never meant to ruin their sleeping time. 

On the second day, I went back to katip and had a study date with Corinne. I missed her so much. On the way there, it rained. I did not have an umbrella nor did I have a cap with me. I was drenched by the rain. The tricycle driver I rode on  told me I should get myself dried quick. Wow, thoughtful words. When I arrived at the mall to look for Corinne, I did not care what I looked like or how wet I was, all I cared was to see my friend. We looked for a place where we can do our own school work. A little surprise that both of us brought our cameras to take pictures of each other. I love how we can be in synced sometimes. It was almost night but Corinne told me to wait for her mom just a little bit longer. And so we did. Corinne's mom invited me to have dinner with her and Corinne. I have never felt so grateful to her and her mom. I had a lovely dinner with them on a rainy night. When I was about to leave, her mom lent her scarf to me hoping I would stay dry on the way back to school. 

Thank you corinne for the night. it was lovely. 

On the third day, I was bored so I hung out with some of my block mates. After that, I decided to treat my room mate with some tea. At the art trade, I asked Justine to draw for me neymar and wow i love his art so much that i gave him a tip. then i went home after. 

On the fourth day, I decided to stay at home but left for school late in the afternoon. I hung out with Blew for the rest of the night. 

On the fifth day, the last day, I hung out with my group of friends but eventually went home. 

I am dying so much inside but I do not know who to tell.