Who knew my self prophecy had happened. I laughed at myself confidently that I will always be active on blogging.

But but

I never imagined that it happened when I reached college. I somehow cannot keep up the pace. It's like whenever I feel like I should jot down what happened, time would suddenly just take me away by forgetting to accomplish it. 

But really so far my days have been pretty ok now that it's summer. I found recreational activities like cooking, baking and painting. Holy Week is coming up and lately I've been feeling horrible to. I regretted so much it just makes me want to run back and restart. Oh how can we do that.....

I'm turning 18 soon and idk what to feel, really. Should something ~magical~ happen once I turn ????? Idk why it's significant. After all, age is just a number ~ 

But I tell you what, I am very frightened when my age adds up. It feels like my time is running out or something is going to end eventually. I am unprepared still going unprepared. I don't know what I should be ready for. 

Well nevertheless, being 17 was wonderful.